One year. It's been one year today, since we got the awful news that Brittyn was gone. Today hasn't been very pleasant for me. Throughout this year I have learned so much about myself, and I always try to keep in my heart, and my head, that God is Sovereign, and He knows what is best for our family. I believe that wholeheartedly, but today is a day when, even though I know that, and I believe that, I am sad. So incredibly sad. I wish she was here. I wish that appointment had never happened like it did. I wish she would have had a heartbeat.
But she didn't.
I will post more, on her birthday, about what this year has taught me. But for today I will be sad, and I will think of her, and that moment last year. Here is my post from last year, if you want to remember what happened during that appointment as vividly as I do.
Sad News
Here I go again.
14 years ago
3 comments:
I have nothing of value to say except that I pray that you will feel the opposite of alone today. Even when you want to be alone (which is ok), I pray that you do not FEEL abandoned or alone.
Praying for you and your family this week!!!
thinking of you. praying for you and casey
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